Headaches

I have been having bad headaches for the past 2 weeks.

It is just the stress and being unable to sleep through the night with so many things running to my mind.

Not to mention the lost of a family member......

I wonder about my mortality.  I wonder how your life will be without me.  I get sad.  But it is inevitable....... our parting when the time comes......

I hope you will be brave and you will live your life to the full with the knowledge that you have been greatly loved by me.

Unwell

I have not been well these past few weeks with the passing of a family member.

Funny how we do not know what they mean to us until it is too late.

I have had trouble sleeping, and you have been up every time I move or get up, holding me and comforting me.

You do not know what your comfort means to me.

Relationships

I guess in any relationships there are many ups and downs.

Our downs seem fairly few.  Our ups? Immeasurable.

All

All I have ever wanted with you was to show you how much I love you and all that you mean to me.

When you told me about how life had been before you, my heart broke because of the hard times you had been through.

Now, you are like my princess.  There is nothing that I would not try and do to make your life more comfortable.

And yet, instead of the shy thank you's you use to give to me, you have somewhat become a little arrogant and a little free with you comments.

Instead of a simple thank you, you make me cry.

Why?

Yes/No

You say "Yes" and "No" in the same breath and I am confused.

Precious

If these were important to me, I would cover you with diamonds, precious stones and gold.

But I am a down to earth person who knows what is more priceless and what has no monetary value, and that makes this all the more of a treasure.

It is the love we share.

And what makes this all the more priceless is the fact that you totally agree with me.

Happy

I wish I could publish photos of you.....

You look so happy.  Always laughing and smiling.  Such a peaceful looking face.  I could stare at those photos endlessly.

I am happy you are so happy with me.  I am happy that you are so fulfilled by our love.

For once, cynical old me wishes for Forever.