Break

We are going away on another little break in a few days.  I cannot wait to have nothing to do but just be with you all day.....every hour.....every minute.

Unfortunately, it will not just be the two of us, but some members of the family again.

So here I go at being "tour guide" and "herder" again.

Thankfully it will  be more bearable with you by my side. For even in my darkest moments, when you just love me, you bring the smile out of me.

Anniversary

Every month since we met, I have given you something meaningful to let you know how I value the time that we have had together.  How I value you.

Being the person I am, it takes very little to make me happy, and I ask nothing extravagant of you in any physical form.

And when you are soft and gentle with me, showing me nothing but your love for me, I am much much more than happy.

Pittance

You make me so happy.  So excited about our future together.

Which is why I cannot understand, why you would jeopardise it all for pittance?

Your Wants

You always want to do what you wanted, no matter who it hurt.  Including yourself.  Usually yourself.

You are careless with yourself and want to take chances with people...... and now, even with me.

Can you not see that what we have is different..... special....?

Are you willing to chance us?  To the point of the possibility of losing me and everything we have?

So Little

Am I and the love we share worth so little to you ?, my love.

Jeopardise

Something must be wrong with me.  If not..... Then something must be wrong with you.

You jeopardise us, me just for something so trivial.

Are we worth so little to you?

You want to cling to you yesterdays, when I have so few tomorrows to spend with you.

I am so very very sad.

This Time.....Last Week

This time last week, we were in bliss..... So happy being together......

In a short 4 days you have managed to wipe out all that was wonderful and beautiful.

I really wonder about you.  What do you really want?

Levels

Why after four days of bliss do you have to be so grumpy with me?

You say it is your usual self in the mornings, but I will never be understand why you have to be so sour-faced and grouchy in the mornings when we have so much to be grateful for........

At least we are alive.  We still have today.

Home Again

Where has our 4 days of bliss gone?

I never wanted it to end.

The peacefulness of just sitting with you on the beach watching the sunset and listening to the waves....... Of driving through quiet roads through all that greenery and stopping whenever and wherever we felt like it.......Making new friends......

Of just having you all to me, and me all to you...... If only I could capture the look on your face at those moments.....

I love you so.

Cannot Sleep

We are finally going away tomorrow.

I am so excited.  I know I will not be able to sleep tonight.  And we have a long long day ahead.

A boat ride to an island.  A hidden gem of a cosy village chalet on the beach.

I cannot wait to see you face when I take you there.

I feel like a kid!

Busy Busy Busy

We are going away for alone time for 4 days.  Why is it that I have to be so busy busy in preparations???

Sometimes I really dislike the commitments that I have.  I just want to be free.  To be able to take off with you without feeling guilty of what I have to leave behind.

Never Never Never

These lyrics from Shirley Bassey's superb song describe how I feel about you when you drive me crazy with your ways.

I love you so very very much.

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"I'd like to run away from you, but if you never 
found me I would die

I'd like to break the chains you put around me, 
but I know I never will

Impossible to live with you, but I know, I could 
never live without you.....

For whatever you do
I never, never, never want to be in love with 
anyone but you

You make me laugh, 
you make me cry, 
you make me live, 
you make me die for you

You make me sing, 
you make me sad, you make me glad, 
you make me mad for you

I love you, hate you, love you, hate you
But I'll want you till the world stops turning

For whatever you do
I never, never, never want to be in love with 
anyone but you..... 

For whatever you do
I never, never, never want to be in love with 
anyone but you. "