Precious

If these were important to me, I would cover you with diamonds, precious stones and gold.

But I am a down to earth person who knows what is more priceless and what has no monetary value, and that makes this all the more of a treasure.

It is the love we share.

And what makes this all the more priceless is the fact that you totally agree with me.

Happy

I wish I could publish photos of you.....

You look so happy.  Always laughing and smiling.  Such a peaceful looking face.  I could stare at those photos endlessly.

I am happy you are so happy with me.  I am happy that you are so fulfilled by our love.

For once, cynical old me wishes for Forever.

Letting Go

There are many things that I have to learn to understand after being betrayed in a previous serious relationship.

I have to learn to let go.

I know that you can never be happy if you are not happy.  Up to a point I know that means trusting that you will not be selfish.

But....... if I love you so, I have to let you go.

Peace

All I want is a little peace in my life.....

I wish I could escape with you more.  Everytime we are away together alone, my mind empties and my heart is full of you.

Haven

I find my haven in you.

Follow-up

Well, had another follow-up visit.  Nothing much more can be done and it is not up to my body to work itself back to how I was.

I will have to wear a leg brace for up to a year!!!  Damn.  And I am to take things easy until the pains let up more and let nature take its course and the fibroids seal up the tear.  Real bummer.

But I guess, what has happened cannot be undone, and we can only move forward.

I will heal.  With you by my side.  With your love, care and devotion, I will heal so I can walk with you holding your hand again soon.