Impromptu

We had an impromptu date yesterday.

My brother had finished his surgery and wanted his dog, which we were looking after for him, back.

We made a quickie drop off and I took you to somewhere special for a spicy seafood lunch.

It was sooooo nice.  The company I mean.  The food was good too.......

Then I took you for a drive round the my island home.  I showed you the house where I was born..... I showed you the house where my son was born..... Then we took a ferry ride (again)....... 

I love the way you were so excited to see jellyfish and were busy pointing them out to me.  

If there were not so many people around, I would have kissed you over and over again.......

Laughs

You bring out deep belly laughs from me.  

Laughter that I had thought  had long deserted me..... my soul.

How you delight me, and how you have make my soul sing again.

Our Date

And how did our date go yesterday???????

Fantabulous........Wonderflous....... Beyond expectation (because we were expecting me to be getting all these phone-calls that I usually get).

You told me to switch off my phone, I told you it was not possible because some phone calls were a "must answer".......Sigggghhhhh.....

But the universe was kind...... Those "must answer" calls did not come. (Thankfully.)

I surprised you by taking a ferry ride home.

We only had eyes for each other and it was soooooo good to be this way.

We will do this again....... Soon I hope my love.

Date

I have a date with you today.  I have a date with you....... Yayyyyyy.....

Two of us..... Alone.....Just to walk and talk and be lost in each other.....

I got a date with you.  

Yayyyyyyyyy!

Back

If somebody comes back into your life, and tries to win you back, how will I be.....?

Even if it kills me, I would probably let you go because all I ever want is for you to be happy...... With or without me.....

But it will kill me.  Crush my heart.  And I would never want to recover.  

I know it sounds dramatic, but for the first time in all my life, I have found happiness with you.  I am exactly where I want to be.... with you.

I voice my fears......

You reply: -  "I m yours.  No one else's."

Hair

You have taught me so many things.  You spoil me with your care and concern for me all the time.

I especially love the way you have spoilt me by washing my hair.

You can wash my hair anytime.

Holding Hands

I just love the way you reach out to me when we are walking and just want to hold my hand.

I just love that we cannot bear to be apart for too long and automatically go in search of each other to reach out and touch.

No words to describe the joy we have when we watch a movie holding hands.

I so love holding hands with you.

Perfect

I do not need to hear the song "Perfect" to describe how you are to me.

We can sit in silence softly touching or holding hands...... It is perfect.

We can lie down together and just look into each other eyes, understanding without any words being spoken..... It is perfect.

We can drive around fingers entwined, and you take my hand to kiss it..... It is perfect.

We can sit opposite each other enjoying a meal and knowing each other's thoughts so well...... It is perfect.

We can be doing totally different stuff, and suddenly either I go look for you or you come visit with me..... It is perfect.

So my darling, just like you say I am your all to you, YOU are perfect for me.

A Poem

Found this among my "scribblings".  It is something that I had written for you in January this year.

I am still madly, crazy in love with you.

"And if we are to be alone
   Who are we to change
        what fate has planned for us?

I wonder if you will ever see me
   as I see you?

Could you ever love me
   As I love you?

But I cannot tell you to love me.....
    For love is unconditional.....
And should be given freely.

But we mortals..........
    Sometimes
         we expect too much......
Want too much.....

So I cannot but ask you
    Love me.......love me......love me.

Few Days

We have been having ups and downs these past few days.

I put it down to you and me getting use to being together everyday, and building out life together.

So we have these ups and downs....... Who does not have them.......  But the good thing about us is that at the end of the day, our love powers through, and we are one again in mind, heart and soul.

Really Angry

You mean so much to me.  And I really do try to do my best to make you happy and keep you happy......

But sometimes when you are rude to me, or answer me with no respect, I really really get annoyed.

You did this to me last night.  I was so mad with you.  I tried to keep my anger controlled but then you might think it was okay to behave the way you did, so I had to let you know.

I try never to raise my voice or to tell anyone off these days.  I try to talk softly....gently..... But you made me so angry with the way you back talked me.

I told you I was not one of your little friends and to show me more respect.

You told me sometimes you did not understand.  But to me, there is nothing to understand about rudeness.

Either you are respectful or not.  That is all.