You messaged me this evening. And it was one of the few times that I really was not too excited to hear from you.
I guess my fears had risen to danger level. Driving me into panic mode.
I have been down that path so many times before. And those times have all ended in tears and heartache.
You keep texting. I ask you why you cannot just call. You do.
Your voice is like normal. Like this morning/afternoon never happened.
You scare me. You know my fears. I cannot go down that painful road again.
Why can't you make more of an effort with me when you say you love me so. When you know how I feel about you......
Maybe we both will need time to adjust. I hope I will be worth your effort and you will prove me so wrong.
I hope that love will manage to conquer all.
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