Tonight

Perhaps cracks are beginning to show.  

Am I to take heed?  Be warned?  Start backing away?  I dunno.

We were meant to talk about 2 hrs ago.  But you messaged me to say that you had to deal with your ex.  I gave you the benefit of doubt.  I would be patient till you tell me what was happening.

Then you messaged me to say you would be very late, knowing very well that I have long days and that I have not been too well today.

I wonder if I should write any of this down.  If I am being disloyal if I voice how I feel........But this is about love letters to you.  So I should tell you exactly how I feel.

I have been down this same path with someone else before.  And it was absolutely devastating and heart breaking.

Do you know what you want?  Do you actually want what we have found together?  Or do you want to cling to a past of loneliness and emptiness?