Nightmare

For the first time I was privy to the other side of you last night.

It was disappointing, sad and hurtful.  

You were ranting and raving....... You were drunk.

I wonder how you could sink so low when you know how I feel about alcohol.  You know I am the child of an alcoholic.  You know how I have told you our relationship will go if alcohol would be a problem for you.  You knew.  You KNOW.

We spoke when you were sober, and I cried.  You had hurt my heart so.  I cannot understand how you could do that when you profess your deep love for me.

I told you I do not want to go down that path ever again in my life.  And I have left the choice up to you.  I know it is not easy.  I know it will not BE easy.

I hope you choose me.  Choose this love we thought we never would find.